thats what stephen told me i miss the shit outta him and i dont know what to do even afta all this time

this is shit

so im currently single! aint that damn great nope its not i love him to death and now he is as good as gone i mean we still talk and everything and he still loves me at least thats what he says but who truely knows that a guy for you! i thought he was different? u know like he loved me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me and haydden his family you know but i was wrong i still hope every minute of every day he will just call and say i miss you will you come back but i know that aint happening so if there are any single girls looking for a great wonderful guy please dont pick stephen he is the love of my life! and now that i messed things up my son has to suffer without a daddy and that is shit and i cry every day thinking about it but anyways i live with my mom again and wont be going to north anymore so im sure a bunch of females are surely happy about that

katonia

Currently Listening Chalee Tennison By Chalee Tennison number 5 is the number for my life and number 7 is my song to stephen its called i can feel you drifting see related

so today is going to be a bad day AGAIN! my life flippin sucks right now the only thing that is good right now is haydden and sometimes i just want to die i have no reason to be here right now my whole dream of my life is going down the flippin tolet!!! everything is going so wrong my pride and joy is sick again i feel like a bad mom he  isnt  supposed to be getting sick again already he is too younge and now he has a cold and me and stephen a sugar  in water!!! its disolving and dissapprearing and it hurts so bad to say this but its the truth and thats how i see it!!! he is the love of my life but im begining to think we werent ment to be together forever!( has that ever happened to any of you?)i mean its so sad all i want to do is sleep all day and not wake up!! the only thing worth being around for is watching haydden grow and  thats sad im only 16 years old and this shitis depressing me!! i mean the song that describes my life right now is "leave it at that" by charlee tennison.

well imma go im cryin again bye bie katonia

THIS NEW LOOK AND FEEL ON MY XANGA IS TOO MY STEPHEN:BABY IF YOU LOVE ME PLEASE DONT LET ME GO!!!!

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

 who calls you back when you hang up on him,

 who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

 Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,

 who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends,
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
about you and how lucky he is to have you.

 Wait for the one who turns to his
friends and says, "...that's her."

i love that it is soo cute it kinda reminds me of stephen before i got pregant and fat now lol

love katonia

thats all for now

hey everyone what is going on? nothing here just chillin with stephen and haydden fun fun!! so everyone should read stephen xanga cuz it is hella funny he is hella dissin on amanda!!hahahah his site is babys_daddy_4_sure.